Stay Between the Lines

Try to stay between the lines. When you think. Stay on a straight line. Do not veer. Whoops, I’m going in circles. An endless loop. What is right? What is wrong? Outside the lines again. Start over. What is right? Outside the lines. Start again. Everything is right. I’m right. Always right. Between the lines.

Dark Day

I’m having a dark day. They come and go. The more I try not to feel dread. Seems the more it appears. I guess I’ll just embrace it. No need to fight. Something good will happen. No need to be frightened. Think about better times. Go away dark day. RGH/CB 6-24-19

They Inhabit

I think I’m crazy. My brain is so hazy. It’s like I’m in a daze. Maybe it’s just a faze. To talk to the dead. It’s all in your head. They talk back. Maybe I just have a nack. But it has become a habit. Because they inhabit. RGH/DPS 4-28-19

Change

I’m in the eye of the storm. Surrounded by darkness. Have I been here before? What do I do next? Tired of fighting it. What do I need? A magic bullet? No one can here my cry for help. Do I even want help anymore? I must change. RGH/JM 4-6-19

Wish I Could Play the Fiddle

I wish I could play the fiddle. It’s a riddle. That little fiddle. I just sit here and scribble. Guess I’ll eat some skittles. Cause I can’t play the damn fiddle. 🎻 RGH 3-31-19

I Know Pain

I know the pain of heartbreak. The pain of loss. I know the pain of regret. The pain of guilt. I know the pain of addiction. The pain of sobriety. I know the pain of fear. The pain of lies. I know pain. And once it drove me insane. Pain is a friend. I know

That Voice

What is that voice? The one that answers when I ask myself a question. Is it me? Or someone else? Maybe it’s my soul answering. What if it is someone else’s soul. It just might be someone you loved or that loved you. They’ve died and their soul answers your questions. What would you call

Tired

Feelings of emptiness. Always alone. Try to make it stop. Am I so different? Wish it would end. Would it be wrong? Try to fight through it. So tired. RGH 3-29-19

Soul Pollution

All the senseless killing. Every day it seems. Another shooting. More lives are taken. What’s wrong with the human condition? I want to stop it somehow. But I have no solution. For this soul pollution. RGH 3-26-19

The Lane

I took a walk down the lane. And I thought I’ve gone insane. I saw the dead. Infested with a disease. My brain screams. You’re in the season from hell. No one knows but me. No one can feel my pain. I have nothing. Am nothing I search for the door. A door to escape.

Just End

Is it a sin, To want the end? Why must I always choose? Seems I always lose. My thoughts I cannot tame. And everything maims. This speculation I must not dwell, Because it has put me in hell. I hear a voice in the dark. It says you’re the beast with the mark. I see

In Between

I have a craving, I’ve been saving. What is it you say? I’ll tell you another day. Oh, don’t get bent. I’ll give you a hint. Knowledge of the unseen. And of what’s after, and in-between. So I must be brave. Until I get what I crave. RGH 3-3-19

A Story

I used to be bad to drink.  My friends and family said I had a problem.  I said I’m not hurting anyone, leave me alone.  It’s my life.  Then bad things started happening. Drinking became my life, my only life.  It was all I thought about.  All day, every day and every minute.  I drank

Let’s Play a Game

Ok let’s play a game, We need to reprogram your brain. We’re going to drive you insane. And nothing will ever be the same. We will take you to the brink, And there you’ll find a link. But you don’t get to click it, Because you already own the free ticket. The deal’s already done.