addiction – Stream of Consciousness

The Bend

I’ve been around that Whiskey Bend. It was after my mind left school. Since my mind found whiskey. Around the bend! I learned to drive the bend. In the end. So that the bend. Is bent again. To another end. Of a spiritual blend. So that the end may begin again. In the end. RGHContinue reading “The Bend”

Truth SPUN

Have you ever been spun. Let me tell you about the fun. And then, none. First, you’ll see the sun. And that is not a pun son. Try not to come undone. We’ve only just begun. Because you are about to run. Run, run, run. Make a bank run. But try to avoid a costContinue reading “Truth SPUN”

The Blues

A mask of blues that I found really have me down. The tequila always seems to help. If it doesn’t the weed suffice. Especially the loud. Of course, I’ll rebound. So let me light another smoke. And take this lude and no food. Got to free the soul. Let the spirit soar. Maybe just aContinue reading “The Blues”

It was the Nuke

It was perfect, It was the energy, It was the chase, It was peeking out the blinds, It was time consuming, It was all consuming, It was the smokey white devil, It was the insomnia, It was the new diet, It was shit, It was new management, It was that we just grew apart, ItContinue reading “It was the Nuke”

I Know Pain

I know the pain of heartbreak. The pain of loss. I know the pain of regret. The pain of guilt. I know the pain of addiction. The pain of sobriety. I know the pain of fear. The pain of lies. I know pain. And once it drove me insane. Pain is a friend. I knowContinue reading “I Know Pain”

A Story

I used to be bad to drink. My friends and family said I had a problem. I said I’m not hurting anyone, leave me alone. It’s my life. Then bad things started happening. Drinking became my life, my only life. It was all I thought about. All day, every day and every minute. I drankContinue reading “A Story”

Comfortable in My Own Skin

Try to imagine you don’t fit. But know you fit like a glove. Thinking about your hell? Try dreaming of your idea of Heaven. Indeed we all have demons, So call in your Angels. Humbly ask them for divine knowledge, Of how to be comfortable in your own skin! RGH 1-29-19

Some Things You Can’t Change

Like a dog who still chases cars, After being hit. Like an alcoholic who still drinks, After cirrhosis. Some things you can’t change. Like the mom who still loves, The addict son. Like a sister who still loves, The failed brother. Some things you can’t change. Like a heart who still loves, The one whoContinue reading “Some Things You Can’t Change”

Which Rabbit Hole?

Follow your thoughts, Be aware. Good thoughts, Always follow. Bad thoughts, Are Hollow. Change thoughts, Ain’t scared. Your thoughts, Your choice. Choice of thoughts, Now your there! RGH 1-5-19

What If We’re Already in Heaven???

Did you ever think of that? I’m sure I’m not unique. Somebody thought of it long before me. But did you ever dig deeper? How do you dig??? Lots of ways! Think, think, think…. Well, I’ve been doing a lot of that lately. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to. You see I’m not aContinue reading “What If We’re Already in Heaven???”

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